"Let your actions speak louder than words and may your words mirror your existence. "
Photo captured & edited by: Chriss Eon
Having said the above have you ever met someone who's conversation was out of this world but when you experience their life it lies in total contradiction? These are the people you have to be wary of. The very first day that I met someone they spoke their truth and I failed to see. They spoke of having so much knowledge and knowing better but still choosing to do the opposite thus rendering themselves a false prophet. From their own mouths! A dead silence followed the statement and the air was thick with realization. A realization for me as the reality of the statement dawned and a realization for them as they spoke their truth to themselves. Cognizant of their true inner being. I don't think they fully realized it until it was all said and done. There was an innocent and transparent playing field we had very quickly established. We created something beautiful. In doing so we both told on ourselves within it.
My personal downfall in life has proven to be that I constantly see only the "light" in the midst of many shortcomings. Whether it be the clear noticeable grime in ones condition of life or of mind and/or spirit. I mean who am I to form opinions?! I am nothing more than human. My family use to refer to my room as the black hole for years when I was younger. It was filthy and anything anyone ever lost in our home found its demise within the realms of my bedroom. However, I am no longer this way. I cringe at things as minute as a splatter stain on a bathroom window or faucet or even a single piece of hair left on the bathroom counter. Obviously, people can change and I still have so much growing to do.
None the less after many trials and errors and other moments of pure stupidity I am unable to deny that I must believe the words that escape the lips of those around me. In addition to the observance of their living example and in despite of what I "feel" or perceive to be "light". You can loose yourself, ride the fence, and walk the thin lines of death if you don't. I hate to be so dramatic. But a life with actions contradictory to life is death. It's just so easily accepted nowadays. After all many of us are broken and running from one thing to the next trying to drown out our reality in hopes of finding consolation. We look for pieces of ourselves and who we want to be in others. That can be dangerous without the belief of something more or even if that something more is simply just yourself. Everyday spent in an effort to supersede yesterday's achievements or shortcomings (depending on how you view it).
Balance. Too much and too little of anything can be futile. Some beings can truly make due without the emotional ties to any person or thing. Those are the individuals I truly admire. Those with self control and balance. Filled with much ambition and focus.
We are all in transition. Every last one of us. In transit to something better or worse. I am in transition of achieving my best self from a horrid and broken foundation. So it is only natural that I attract transitional beings as I too am in transition. Let the perfect human cast the first stone. However, the difference between the complacent and I will be that if I cannot or have not attained then I will always be in a fiery pursuit to get there. "There" as in the sense of a better form of myself. A path leading to a life as ever lasting and abundant as possible. Ambition as hot as a forest fire that will never let up until the end of my days. I will never settle in contentment because we can always achieve more and reach higher to LIFE. Sin is nothing less than anti-life. Leading away from physical, mental, and spiritual health. Anything and anybody anti-life in action. Those wallowing in substances, people, and mindsets of death in high daily dosages.
To "dance with the devil" is to coexist with people who speak of life knowledge but display no efforts what so ever to achieve or apply the knowledge of their words. None of us truly want to die or to live in chaos. A lack of knowledge and/or a mix of broken people and crude and evil situations create that self-destructive spirit. We are naturally programmed to want to live. Hence the flight or fight response. I have yet to understand why I attract or wander to so many God-like beings in a downward transitional state. In places better than where they've come from but still fighting to remove themselves from the pit. Beings who's higher consciousness posses the potential to dwell with the energies of creation itself yet there are horses in their homes. Feces, destruction, wretchedness, and poison oozing from every corner both physically, mentally, and spiritually. If your conscious enough to see the type when you encounter it, run, and then go home and figure out what lies within you that demands adjusting or else.... And to the cosmos I thank you I will not be revisiting this particular life lesson.
For my readers: Here's one to 'To Awareness' of self and those around us. Truly.
SN:
To Almighty "Maybe we'll see each other on another side".
Thank you for the inspiration and the lesson.
Sincerely,
The Baby With Much To Learn
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